conversations i have with myself

homesick

in the depths of the winter slump, there was a gnawing feeling crawling up my back.

Oct 6 • 

avani

11

1

September 2025

a collection of sorrows

my crippling urge to die has returned and i don’t know what to do

Sep 21 • 

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8

2

August 2025

my dying wish is for someone to publish every single thing i’ve ever written

"i hope you see me"

Aug 29 • 

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22

5

swipe, fuck, repeat.

why hookup culture sucks

Aug 27 • 

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25

9

diamond cracking

hollow.

Aug 9 • 

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22

6

her boat off the vineyard

a short story about a girl and her boat

Aug 6 • 

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17

8

July 2025

do you know what i do on the days no one talks to me?

little me would be so disappointed if she saw me now.

Jul 30 • 

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26

6

i'm a history student

my curse is that i’ll always remember dates.

Jul 28 • 

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26

3

learn to live with the unimaginable

there is a corner of my heart that i reserve for the unimaginable. hopes, dreams and a cancer of the heart. gilded cages filled with fiddling minds…

Jul 19 • 

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18

4

to my once favourite city

i was born here.

Jul 17 • 

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22

6

June 2025

dancing on the edge of a fall from grace

i’ve been tumbling for hours—eighteen years, to be exact in the midst of a war.

Jun 30 • 

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15

5

am i home?

have i changed?

Jun 25 • 

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13

2